you are probably not reading this… but even though this 1 year is gonna be tough we will make it. i know this. sometimes i feel like a burden to you. and… im not sure what i can do to make things right. God, pls teach me and show me what to do. Im willing to love u with all my heart even though u may break it if i gave it to you. because isnt that what love is about? to give all of you despite outcomes u may not desire or expect. it doesnt matter now…. my heart is heavy. and im lonely in the darkness.. naked and exposed.